Its not for me!
Well here I am again! Naghahanap ng bagong mapapasukang trabaho. Ano nanaman ang nangyari sa job ko? Bakit nanaman ako aalis? Ayoko ng pagusapan pa… Ang mahalaga sakin ngayon eh makahanap ng malilipatang trabaho. Mahirap palang umasa na sa mga pangakong binibitiwan ng mga boss. Nakakadismaya lang, nakakadisappoint. Nakakasama ng loob, sa totoo lang hindi ko pa nailalabas ang bigat ng nararamdaman ko sa dibdib ko. Im controlling the situation. Trying to let them know that im not affected and I can stand on my own. But deep inside parang gusto kong sumabog o magpakalayo layo. Gusto ko magbakasyon sa isang probinsyang walang nakakakilala sa akin. I want to pick up the pieces of my shattered pride. Gusto kong alisin lahat ng sama ng loob sa dibdib ko. Gusto kong magsimula ulit sa isang bagong trabaho na puno ng lakas at malinaw na isip. Walang iniisip na nakaraan.
I know it’s unfortunate that this is happening to you when you have set your mind to wanting to excel in this field. Nevertheless, allow me to repeat what I said previously in your last post…Just stay focused, continue to be strong and just think of this as one of the challenges in your life that would eventually lead to your success…I know you’ll go a long way. Avoid making drastic decisions that you might regret later on in life. There are too many people who love, care for you and will be there to back you up in critical times. Most of the time to opt to keep everything to yourself. Not a healthy thing to do as it somehow affects your relationship with other people. No matter what happens, I’ll always be here for you - I’m a good listener, in case you have forgotten ,and I can also be a shoulder to cry on should the need arise. We may have a few shortcomings and petty disagreements but we overcome that and still manage to be the best of friends. Always, keep your chin up and soar high!
Comment by Karen V. Gillies — May 21, 2007 @ 3:00 pm
well., di po lahat ng plano natin or ng gusto natin nakukuha natin…lots of promises that they have given us were broken… i am experiencing that now… the only thing is that i have to think positively…and trust in HIM
Comment by Xane Neil — September 24, 2008 @ 1:47 pm